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Emptying my mind, emotions, and thought to paper. Regurgitating emotion, life, experiences, and thought through writing form. Starting over and giving it another go. Most important is to not steal my work. Copywrite © 2012. All rights reserved.

Wednesday, June 20, 2018

Morphine

You were my drug of choice
A decade addiction

I'm addicted to your every drop
So sweet and hard to fight
So good to beat the lows

You ease the pain
You make me sleepy
You make the pain tolerable
You make me so drowsy

Going cold turkey is just so painful
The pain you, once eased
Going cold turkey makes me restless
The sleepiness that you once inflicted is missed

Oh I miss the sweet high
The rush every time

Now I must leave you behind
Now I must be sober

Being sober is so hard
You're the main reason I'm still here

Being sober I feel so low
The low you once raised me from

You're the reason I must get clean
Being sober my aspirations are so high

You were my drug of choice
A decade addiction

I must ease the pain
I must sleepy on my own
I must tolerate the pain
I must tire myself

Going cold turkey is just so painful
The pain you, once eased
Going cold turkey makes me restless
The sleepiness that you once inflicted is missed

Now I need to live without you
I will go on without you
Goodbye my sweet addiction

Friday, June 8, 2018

Air

With you I am filed with life
The life you give is all around me
If not for you, I would die

Without you my body aches
My body struggles to survive

Why am I so dependent on you?
I am not, but my body is
Oh, how I take you for granted

Not once do I notice you
Until your existence inconveniences me
Oh, how you bring me displeasure

Not for one second do I think of your existence
Not till my body is aching
Lungs are burning
Do I ever think of you

Why do I not think of you?
For, without you I would die




- June 23, 2014